Blame It On The Pain Episode 9
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π§ Blame It On The Pain Episode NINE:
(Alyssa POV)
Most women go to bars when theyβre looking to pick up men for a quick hookupβ¦not me.
I prefer to pick up my men at libraries, bookstores, and the nearest Starbucks.
I glance at the clock on my dashboard. Itβs just after 11 pm. Luckily, since Iβm still in the city everything is open late, especially on the weekends.
I parallel park into the nearest spot outside the coffee shop and turn my engine off.
The nerve of that ba$tard. Long Island is in New York.
But itβs not that statement of his causing me to be in need of seeking out a distraction. Itβs his other statement from earlier still running through my head. βDonβt you value yourself at all?β
I almost wanted to laugh when he said that the club was no place for a girl like me.
He obviously has no idea who I am. Either that, or heβs putting on a really good show.
I walk into the almost empty Starbucks and look around before I spot my target.
Glasses-check. Button-up shirt paired with khakis-check. Not overly attractive by conventional standards, but relatively pleasing to the eye- check. Fingers working furiously on a laptop- check.
I order my favorite- a vanilla chai latte with whipped cream and pull up a seat next to him. βHey there, handsome. Come here often?β I ask as I lean across the table, giving him a nice view of my cIeavage.
He gives me a shy smile and takes a sip of his drink. βLately, yes. I have a thesis Iβm working on.β
βSounds exciting,β I say.
He then goes on and on for the next fifteen minutes about his thesis which has something to do with acid rain, before I decide Iβve had enough and interrupt him. I reach across the table for his hand. βIt sounds like youβre under a lot of stress,β I say sympathetically.
He nods his head. βYes, Itβs tremendous. I feel like Iβm going out of my mind.β
I swipe the whlpped Β’ream from my drink with my finger and lick.βYou know what helps with that?β
He blushes. βJust so you knowβIβve never, ever, done this beforeβ¦but I live 15 minutes away from here.β
Oh, heβs a vrgnβ¦thatβs even better. Perfect even.
βI have a car. Weβll be there in five,β I say before I stand up and head for the door.
I park in the lot across from his apartment building. I donβt usually go to guyβs houses and Iβm feeling apprehensive about it.
I take a look around the parking lot. Itβs empty and pretty dark. βYou know, I have to be up early. Maybe we can just do it right here?β I offer.
He looks surprised but doesnβt protest as we climb in the backseat.
I begin $traddling him and grinding against him until I feel his entire body tense. Poor guys nervous. First-time jitters.
I cup his face in my hands. βRelax. You donβt have to be nervous with me. Iβm gonna make this good for you.β
I tilt my head to the side and begin kssing him. At first, the kss is tenderβ¦until he bites my lower lipβ¦enough to draw bIood.
I pull back. βWhoa, not so hard, sweetie.β
In the blink of an eye, he grabs both my wrists in one hand, before he pulls them around my back and secures them with something metal.
My first thoughtβis that Iβm being arrested for pro$tltution. But the thing is. Iβm not a pro$tltute. This is all just some hoβ¦rrible misunderstanding.
Way to go, Alyssa.
βLook, I know what you think. But I assure you, Iβm not a pro$tltute,β I begin yelling.
He flips me over so that Iβm lying on my stomach. Then he slams a piece of duct tape across my mouth.
This isnβt typical police procedure. Oh, fk.
βYou may not be charging me for sx, sweetie. But we both know what a sIut you really are. I knew you looked real familiar. Letβs just say that Iβve seen you before,β he sneers against my ear before he begins unbuttoning my p ants.
Oh, God.
Itβs obvious heβs not some safe, nerdy vrgn after all. Nor is he an undercover cop trying to arrest me.
Itβs so much worse than that.
And the worst part isβ¦this is all my fault.
I struggle against him, but itβs no use.
I bash my head against my window in hopes that someone will hear my muffled screams. Or that Iβll pass out before the unthinkable happens.
I close my eyes and whimper against the window before the door is ripped open and I feel myself begin to move forward.
I open my eyes and can tell Iβm about to hit the concrete, but Iβm hauled up just in the nick of time. Iβm then shoved out of the way as some massive creature reaches inside the car and ya.nks my attaΒ’ker out.
Wait a minuteβ¦I recognize that broad back.
I open my mouth to scream, but canβt due to the tape.
For the next few minutes, Jackson unleashes a plethora of pun.Β’hes and kiΒ’ks. BIood is dripping from the guyβs face, lip, and nose down onto the concrete.
I begin jumping up and down in hopes to get him to stop.
I donβt want to be the cause of him mur.dering some guyβ¦even if a part of me thinks he deserves it.
Finally, he stops pvnΒ’hing the guy and looks at me. His features change from concern to disbelief. βAlyssa?β
He quickly rips the tape off my mouth. βHe handcuffed me, Jackson.β
He looks at my bound hands behind my back. βYeah, I can see that,β he says before he picks the guy up by his collar and searches his pockets. βI canβt find the key.β
The guy lifts his head and spits bIood at him. βThatβs because there isnβt one. Whβreβs like her donβt deserve to be free,β he says, before Jackson delivers one final pvnΒ’h and the guy passes out cold.
βUm, is he?β I ask.
βNo. Should be, though.β
With a grunt, he lifts the guyβs bo dy over his head and throws him in the nearest dumpster. βI think itβs safe to say that he wonβt be bothering you anymore.β
βThanks, but it was my fault.β
He shakes his head. βWhy do most victims feel the need to blame themselves?β
βYou donβt understand. I was the one who propositioned him for sx. I mean, I thought he was a nice, normal guy. Then things got out of hand, but before that, I knew exactly what I was getting into.β
He gives me an odd look, almost as if heβs seeing who I am for the first time. βStill wasnβt your fault,β he mumbles. βI saw you fighting against him, you clearly didnβt want it anymore.β
Thatβs when it dawns on me. βWhat the hβll are you doing here, Jackson?β
He points to the apartment building across the street. βI live there.β
I blow out a puff of air. βSo does he.β
βThen you really donβt have to worry about him anymore.β He looks down appearing uncomfortable. βAlyssa?β
βYeah?β
βYour p ants. I donβt know the proper way to say this, but theyβre way past where they should be.β
I look down and cur$e when I notice my jeans around my knees and I realize that Iβm standing there wearing nothing but a bright pink th.ong. βWell, seeing as Iβm a little tied up, you think you can help me out with that, chief?β
βYeah, no problem.β
He bends down and his hands softly brush against my thighs, his touch lighting every nerve ending along the way. He looks up at me from underneath his impossibly long and dark lashes while he gently slides my jeans up past my h ips. I let out a breath I wasnβt aware I was holding when his fingers graze my lower abdomen before he fastens the button. He swallows hard and my temperature skyrockets when his fingers dip lower and he ever-so-slowly drags my zipper up.
So not the time to be turned on, Alyssa, I remind myself.
He quickly backs away, putting a few feet of distance between us. βI think I have something in my apartment, like a saw or something that should be able to get those off.β
I bite my lip. I really do have a thing about going back to guyβs places. But Jacksonβs two for two now. In a single night, no less. And call me crazy, but thereβs just something about him that makes me feel like Iβd be safe with him.
We begin walking across the street to the apartment complex. βI have a roommate. But he shouldnβt be home now.β
I narrow my eyes at him. βAre you expecting something for your services?β
He looks insulted, which of course, makes me feel like sht. βNo. God no. Of course, not. I was just saying that in case you were embarrassed. You know, due to your current situation and all.β
No, not embarrassed, but definitely feeling like sht now
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